Looking at the stuff in the house to organise now seems like a impossible task.
I know that can't be true and i know i have been here many times before. Only this time, I am documenting it.
The house has stuff everywhere and I don't know what to do about it.
Just before this, I was playing the piano and playing a nice melody. I have ideas about it and I want to keep playing. I've closed the piano lid and made some tea to think about this cleaning up task and thought best to come here and write what I'm feeling about it.
I don't want to do it. But i have to do it. I want to be doing something else. Im over 50 years old and ive always had clutter. I should know better by now.
Im writing this on my Mobile phone the table in front of me has no room for my laptop.
Things are pretty bad.